The story, which unfolds over the second half of Aaliyah’s senior year, is very quickly paced, sustaining readers’ interest, while offering deep characterization. A deeply emotional and complex novel that looks at how we define family.
—Kirkus Reviews (starred review)
Johnson’s young adult debut is rich with tight, complicated family bonds, with Aaliyah and Grandpa Joe’s relationship as the beating heart of the book. Aaliyah is passionate about running track, and her commitment to her sport and genuine love of it enrich the story. The plot twists and turns throughout Aaliyah’s budding relationship with Lena and Quincy, leading to unexpected conclusions.
—Booklist
If I Could Go Back is a poignant deep-dive into the messy intricacies of family—how they twist us up and push us down and lift us back up again. A stunning debut.
—A.L. Graziadei, award-winning author of Icebreaker
Tender, powerful, and equal parts funny and poignant. This story of Aaliyah—a girl searching for belonging amidst abandonment—shines with hard-won hope. With remarkable writing and emotional depth, it explores the weight of generational wounds and the healing power of truth, love, and chosen family. A stunning exploration of what it means to bloom from broken roots.
—Jay Coles, critically acclaimed author of Tyler Johnson Was Here
A heartfelt debut about the uncertainty that goes hand-in-hand with growing up and moving forward. If I Could Go Back made me feel deeply for Aaliyah and gave me a stronger sense of compassion for both my teenage and present-day self.
—Ciera Burch, author of Out of Step, Into You
If I Could Go Back will make a home in readers’ hearts and minds for years to come. Briana Johnson captures with ease the delicate balancing act of choosing between yourself and your family. A relatable, realistic coming-of-age story with exceptional mental health representation.
—Cassandra Newbould, author of Things I’ll Never Say
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